Hey, you are really pretty by the way. I think my lowest was 104 at 5'8" which is horrible. I looked like I was on drugs or something. I'm up to like 120 but my metabolism is so crazy I could eat everything in site and not gain that much. I think I've gone through pop-tarts and ice cream like crazy. I agree when I was told to gain weight I was like oh gosh lots of food I wouldn't let myself eat! At least I am with the one I love now I suppose. It really made me feel great. I do love him and I am comfortable with him. I know he won't hurt me. I know what you mean about sex. I'm not a virgin. Partially because I was sexually and verbally abused for a while (yuck) but also because I did before I was Christian and believe now in True Love Waits. Not necessarily marriage in my view but love. My mind just works weird on that subject. Oh those guilt trips suck! The I love you and I'm sorry things. Or I'll change. It is just one of those things you have to tune out or else you won't do what your heart wants. Yeah, I don't have many Christian friends either but I try to keep my faith. I am more friends with adults in my church than kids anyways just because I've been through so much they are more likely to understand and give me a good Christian view. yeah, this is so weird. We are so much a like in this stuff. I'll have to get AIM or something....Have a great night.
Ah... lol... my room is usually cleaner, I swear. =P I hadn't cleaned it for a while and I think I was looking for something to wear... which can never be good. =P
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At least I am with the one I love now I suppose. It really made me feel great. I do love him and I am comfortable with him. I know he won't hurt me. I know what you mean about sex. I'm not a virgin. Partially because I was sexually and verbally abused for a while (yuck) but also because I did before I was Christian and believe now in True Love Waits. Not necessarily marriage in my view but love. My mind just works weird on that subject. Oh those guilt trips suck! The I love you and I'm sorry things. Or I'll change. It is just one of those things you have to tune out or else you won't do what your heart wants. Yeah, I don't have many Christian friends either but I try to keep my faith. I am more friends with adults in my church than kids anyways just because I've been through so much they are more likely to understand and give me a good Christian view.
yeah, this is so weird. We are so much a like in this stuff. I'll have to get AIM or something....Have a great night.
Have a great night too. =]
Btw, my room is messier than yours. Nerrr :P:D
And thanks... you're pretty too. =P lol.